Sleep

I want to be this baby.

Sleep is really hard for me to come by. I figured I would be a smart cookie today, and go to sleep early because I have to work at 7. So I curled up into my bed around 11 when we got home, said my goodnights to the world, and just couldn't manage to shut my eyes for long enough for something to happen. I want to go to sleep, and I AM tired, but I just can't do it. I find something to think about, and keep me up. I think about the dumbest things too, like what if working on wednesday really sucks, and I'm stuck there until like 11:30. What if the pictures that I take on Friday for prom are really crappy, and Sharon hates my work? What if I forget how to edit pictures and then the clients aren't happy because I'm an idiot? The likely hood of any of these things happening is so slim that it's ridiculous reasoning for me to still be awake. Now I know that working with the infants today is going to be rough. Am I allowed to go to sleep when they take there naps? I know there is an open crib in the room somewhere. Maybe that is what is keeping me awake. The fact that I am so stoked to work in the baby room this week. I love working with the infants, it's really rewarding with people that are so innocent. But I swear if I get put in the transition room I am gonna be seriously pissed. I always get put in there, and I just want to stay in the infant room so bad. So watch it ******** (I won't mention names), I am staying in that room whether you like it or not! I'm hoping it's fun, because I really like babies, I don't wanna kill that feeling so soon into the summer. I guess I'm going to try this sleep thing again for like an hour. Hopefully you don't hear from me too soon, because I would really like to be asleep. Until then.... Sweet Dreams