So it's 3 in the morning and I'm up. You may ask why in the world I am up so late. Well that is exactly why I am on here. I need to find a way to put my mind at ease and get a couple hours of sleep. So here it goes. Let the ranting and raving begin.
I'm worried about housing, and I feel like I need to get an apartment now, or I won't get one at all. I am beginning to think I won't find one, and that I'll just have to curl up on the streets of Baltimore next year and wait for someone to take me in. I am so scared that I just won't find a place in time. It's such a stressful time right now, and I just don't need this on top of all of it.
I'm worried about my finals. I have changed the idea for my one final like 4,843,235,321,768,656,655 times, and I still don't think I am 100% happy with it. I am trying really hard to be happy with my work again, and I was hoping that this maybe would be it, but again, I just don't see myself enjoying this. I just have to buckle down, and make it REALLY great. I have to make it extremely convincing, and I have to make the viewer want to see more. For my Fine Print final, I think I can probably finish all of the prints tomorrow, matting will just be the issue. My final in my landscape class is stressing me out, because I just don't know what I'm going to do. I have no idea how I want to even approach it, and I'm a little worried that I won't know what to do when the time comes to finish it. And last but not least I have to write a paper about being an outcast, and I just can't buckle down and find the time to do it. I think I need to make a schedule again. Figure out the times that I have open, and realize when to do work. I think that's the only thing that will work, and that will help me figure things out. I think as long as I time manage, I can get all of this done.
MONEY!!! That's my big issue right now too. I have none of it. I have to buy matte board and all that fun stuff, and I have NO paper. Last semester was just so much less stressful because I wasn't so worried all the time, yet this semester, I'm broke, and freaking out because I can't afford anything anymore. I don't know what to do about the money thing. I might have to see if the Tax gods blessed me this year or not. If I got that return, it would TOTALLY help me right now!
That's about it I think. I mean I'm sure there are little things thrown in there, but those are the big ones. If I can get those worked out, life would be a lot easier. I think I would be able to sleep at night too! So I guess until they get fixed I'll be up for the next 3 weeks.
Hope you all can sleep better than I can.
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